SO MUCH LOVE.

yesterday's KKK acoustic gig was really awesome. I would love to see all 4 bands and artist again anytime. they all rawkkked . Hahahahah.

These days Ive been feeling really weird, like, freakish weird, Im always sad for no reason and tbh, there is nothing to be sad about, nothing at all, in fact, I should be over the moon..........

Happy one month Danny.
i love you.

lmfao

ew screw you danny.

fourth post today, lots to say maybe? well i actually only really 'posted' in two.
well i've noticed this for a while but i saw a video on youtube and it has wiped out any doubts of my idea about this band. well one man band - the rocket summer. i always knew that bryce was singing about jesus. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. more inspiring, than ever, :)

Please remind me to never draw ever again, I've failed, even thought that's the frist attempt im displaying after this following paragraph. Please, Next time I suggest to draw something, say no (or punch me in the face, that'll work fine), unless im drawing in in those hand vectory kinda no face, cartoon, simple, drawings. Well here's Ryan Ross display/preview thing just for Jenny to see, or else, I wouldn't even imagine of showing it, ha its only half his face. shaaabooyah.




Okay laugh and die bitchezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
No, I'm kidddding.

For the dear love of my current life
Dear god that was corny.

im starting to find myself wanting to understand my religion more(christianity), do not ask me why. I felt like telling you that.
today was pretty wasted, but then again wasted in a good way:) <3

i sat here for like an hour thinking about everything, i mean everything, nothing extremely horrible though. i was thinking how lucky our country is, how we all have choices, what we could all do to make a difference, why we should cherish our lives; yeah im starting to get corny, so i wont continue on. i guess these holidays have got me thinking, realizing that, sitting on a computer all day isn't getting me anywhere, thinking about horrible things isn't making aything better, and just wishing things would happen aren't going to make it come true. guess i have to go and hold tight, take it all in, and get things the hard way.

this thinking is getting me thinking even more, i seriously need a change, and im going to start now. hopefully, through this change i won't have to sacrifice anything, like the last time, 'being cool' wasn't the perfect move to keep my best friends with me.


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thats off my chest now.

i feel so tired today, probably just lolling around in my bed kinda did the trick. -.-
so starting from tomorrow, im going to be more productive things, well, psh, there's nothing to do, so ill most likely do something productive on the computer.
well im making it sound like eveyrthing i've said up there mean nothing at all. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. forgive me, its the holidays, its time for certain people like me around my age to slouch on our computer chairs and chat to our friends on these things. hopefuly, my vow to concentrate in school won't slip away again. wow, i just remebered, i have a geetarrrr, ill play that, that's productive hey? or keyboard, and i said there's nothing to do. tuh. damn, jenny's really getting me to say that word alot. word, sound, whatever.
im procastinating, im meant to be washing the dishes! hello!? :(

and im going to rebel for another half an hour or so, or until my mom comes out and completely rips my head off. :)
the next post will be kindly dedicated to dany, because he wanted to see what i looked like on the phone? ha, cute kid he is <3

okay, and so i got called lame in my previous entry, so im aiming for a less lame entry. which most likely won't happen, because i am lame. ha. well continuing on, today was okay i guess, had a friend come over, we attmeped to dye his hair, not much luck, he left my home with black hair, (Y). 

i so had something to say, sucks that my memory is like a goldfish's x 28736487234928742 crapper. i can't remember.  oh, now im so deperate to remember what i had to say, but eh. ill attempt to draw ryan ross for the third time, seriously this time, ill actually try :(

its the holidays now, so ill update everyday. despite the fact that nobody reads this.....
but yeah hey, you never know?

its officially day two of school holidays and nothign interesting has happened so far, nothing, its been, sleep, wake up, computer, eat lunch, computer shower sleep, wake up etc. please can someone get me doing better things than just sitting my arse in front of a computer. not that the computer's a bad thing, i totally love this thing,.....but you know.

and so today me and dalena brought up a subject, of talking lyrics out to people, i find it totally hilarious. i did it to everyone using the lyrics of the girlfriend song by avril lavinge.

me : hey, hey! you! yes you! i really don't like your girlfriend
person: (note, i did this in an all girls' school) umm, jo, im straight.
me: no way no way! then i think you should like get a new one?
person: the hell are you on about?
me: hey hey, omg you! i dont like your girlfriend!
person: can you shutup?
me:  you are so fine (girl's name), i want you mine, you are honestly really delicious,
person: shutup shutup shutup.

good days, nobody in my school has a sense of humor anymore, everyone takes things so seriously and stuffff.
they need to take, a chill pill
lmfao.

bring it on was today, but i never ended up going even thought about a trinity people called me to go with them. it was raining heavily, i wasn't bothered. so i stayed home, tbh nothing ever happens to me, so my posts will be extremley boring, i dont understand why people read this, you know, probably nobody reads this.

once again, im not in the moood, ill post tomorrow, hopefully something interesting happens.